I have been holding this in

I wish
you were
here

A little closer would be nice

Take your time

Talking to you feels like a place I want to stay

I keep wishing we had a little longer

October82026

Trying to act normal

I miss you
more than I let on

Tap a photo. I left a little note for you.

My favorite face

It started
with a crush

Then I got attached

A small confession

Saying goodbye is the part I keep putting off

A portrait of Evander — Trying to play it cool

No more hints

A letter for you

Hey you,

I miss you in ways I usually keep to myself. I catch myself wishing you were beside me when I have something to tell you. Sending a message is nice. Hearing you laugh right next to me would be better.

Sometimes I keep our conversation going because I am not ready to let you go yet. There is always one more thing I want to ask. Really I just want a few more minutes with you.

I want to take you out and sit close enough that our shoulders touch. I want to hold your hand on the way home. I think about what it would feel like to hug you and not have to pull away so soon.

I am falling in love with you. Saying it makes me nervous, but keeping it to myself has become harder. I want to be the guy you can lean on. The one you call because you want him there.

You are not someone I want to keep admiring from a distance. I want to learn what being loved by you feels like. And I want the chance to love you back properly.

Love,
Evander